Fab!ruary :)

Dah February 2014, baru terkedek-kedek menaip entry first untuk tahun kuda ni. I was really enjoying my holiday kot hari tu. Jahit felt sampai gila lepas tu terdampar dalam kotak. Memang fail marketing strategy betul kan. So what I'm up to?

Cerita sikitlah.

Last sem result teruk banyak sampai pointer pun turun sekali. Tu petunjuk kena study lagi double triple from others. =(

Subjek sem ni boleh tahan lah, tak banyak subjek untuk exam TAPI since last sem lecturer kitorang especially Madam Diwi dah tekankan pasal praktikum. I should be grateful and thankful sebab last 2 sem semua assignment pasal lesson plan kot. Sub task sekali dengan microteaching. Imagine we had to do microteaching for most of the subjects. Annoying jugaklah tapi Madam Diwi banyak bagi nasihat pasal real life teaching. Thanks madam!

Tahun ni macam tahun-tahun yang lepas juga, masih lagi cuba untuk improve diri. Lagi better. Tak nak negatif. Sedihlah kalau benci-benci, penat diri sendiri balik. Improve money management. Tipulah kalau tak terasa. Gas money ulang alik Gemencheh-Seremban je dah RM30 (kot).

"Biar poket kosong tapi stailo bawak kete!". Yang ni tak boleh blah lah~

Ada someone quotes kat instagram tak silap. Jangan sibukkan diri mencari apa yang kita tak ada instead hargai apa yang kita dah ada. Deep. Lagi-lagi untuk gadis materialistik macam iolls. Ah.

Dooly Dully December

First, I'm not sure what my title really means. If you google it and you find anything, good for you then.

I decided to write as I'm crying my lung out. My long-lost-found 'friend' decided that December is the great month to turn up and say 'few' Hi-s to me. Why? That's a question I'll never know. I know I will never write something like this unless I am so upset.

So here we go, my face starts to rave and flare here and there. Acne. Worst than before. Like, you know a week before this I always said 'It must be nice to have clear skin.' hmmmm well right now, literally now, I want my face a week before.

The feeling I feel right now is like isolating myself from people. I don't want to go out. I don't even like to go out. I don't want to see people. I feel insecure! You must be thinking why on heck would I be like to this extent. Because only those who have severe acne can understand. We're not talking about pimple okay, this is no joke. It's like gazillion of them.

My confidence level is ZERO.

It's that bad. It is. I start on my old medication. Hormonal pills. Last time it works. I hope it will this time around :) Wish me luck.

p/s: Don't go and tell people what's wrong with their face. It's not like they don't see their face every 5 minutes. Because you know, I do!!!

Thoughtless Tuesday

You know, I mean, I know it very well.
When you can't 'click' well it means the relationship will fail.
And I hate it. As much as I love it before. Why? Boleh terima lagi if it happened once tapi... *speechless*

I'm finding way to let you go.

p/s: Bye :(

21 :)

The feeling of being 21, oh it's cool.......until you start to have fandom (korean to be exact, kpop in reality) of a 20.

p/s: See, people said I idolized kpop too much. Here's what I' say. You'd never see the REAL fan of kpop yet, I believe so. I left that 'zaman' years ago and realize that yall know they're just human. Not worth it. It's Him who I should hold onto. But this kid up there has one of the best voice :)

Bye Semester 4 and Kak Niza

So exam had ended and I had my 'sweet escape' in the afternoon on the same day.
Yup rindu kucing, rindu rumah and paling rindu wifi. Kemon lah aliah. Hahaha. Maaf semua :)

While I'm goin to move ma rocking 'world' next year, I'll be losing the best roommate I ever had. Well basically she's the only roommate I had for 3 years and a half. *clap clap clap* Farewell Kak Niza. She's in her last year of becoming the real teacher out there. Tipulah kalau cakap tak pernah gaduh, terasa masam muka dengan dia. I mean, we share the same room together tapi masing-masing boleh fikir. Nak gaduh pun bawak ke mana je kan. She's the best roommate ever, SERIOUS!

So it's either I get the room for myself next year, moving out or stay with someone else. Haish part tu yang sedih sikit. Hopefully other girl move in because I am so in love with my room now.

The very first picture of both of us :)

p/s: I felt really small there. Hmmmmmm.

 

#Weird Lili: 3

'Berjaya' dengan jayanya jawab LGA and Sains. I'm screwed. #blergh
Tinggal 3 papers lagi. Oh hey lagi seminggu. Lepas tu cuti sekolah. Imma happy kid! :)

p/s: Puan mesti gelak masa marking paper Sains aku..

#FamilyTrip - Bukit Tinggi, Pahang (Part 2)

 Part 2 ni mostly at Japanese Village. Hehe we didn't spent  much times here sebab dah start hujan and lebat.

 See there got car park, kat situlah kitorg rehat-rehat kejap and makan. ALERT. You need to climb tangga and bukit agak jauh jugak untuk sampai atas Japanese Village tu. So kinda tiring. So prepare yourself physically and mentally.

 Ada byk tempat, botanical garden etc etc..

Attempt nak buat Gangnam Style or lompat. Hmmmm.

p/s: RIP ION, oh hey hello iPhone. It's so nice to have you now :)