Can She Go Against The World?

Do you wanna know about a story. True story. About a girl. Here we go.

She’s like a kid. Doing immature things. Play fool. Joking around. But no one knows, how sensitive she is. How easily she gets hurt or times when she ‘pulled’ her face. People always make jokes on the way she lives. Or may I call, work ethic?

This ‘schedule’ girl, she is very particular. Very. She has time on what to get up. Which road she’s walking. How she’s going to speak. The way she eats. Her money management. The list goes on and on. One day, she felt really sick of hearing that. Is there any wrong doing that? I mean, let her with the schedule thingy. As long as it is right. People question her. People make fun of her.

She’s tired of keeping to herself. She’s tired of listening to people’s sighing and complaining. She’s tired of people judging her, asking her why she did this and that. She’s really tired of this responsibility. She knows what she’s facing now it’s not something big. She knows that. Really.

But how should she react when her friends asking her to cover something. How should she react when her friends told her to go against her work ethic. People mad with her just because she follows the rule.

She is really tired.

She wants to cry. She is.

She knows that she’s not that perfect. She hurts others too. With words and actions. With face and expression. She believes what’s go around comes back around. She done may wrongdoings. She’s weak. Helpless.

p/s: Ada masa aku pun nak go against the world. Susahkan org lain. Biar org lain dpt masalah. Tp aku tak sampai hati sbb ada satu masa nanti aku mungkin di tempat org tu pulak.  Aku tak kata aku perfect. Byk flaws aku. Ramai lagi org baik kat luar sana.