Dooly Dully December

First, I'm not sure what my title really means. If you google it and you find anything, good for you then.

I decided to write as I'm crying my lung out. My long-lost-found 'friend' decided that December is the great month to turn up and say 'few' Hi-s to me. Why? That's a question I'll never know. I know I will never write something like this unless I am so upset.

So here we go, my face starts to rave and flare here and there. Acne. Worst than before. Like, you know a week before this I always said 'It must be nice to have clear skin.' hmmmm well right now, literally now, I want my face a week before.

The feeling I feel right now is like isolating myself from people. I don't want to go out. I don't even like to go out. I don't want to see people. I feel insecure! You must be thinking why on heck would I be like to this extent. Because only those who have severe acne can understand. We're not talking about pimple okay, this is no joke. It's like gazillion of them.

My confidence level is ZERO.

It's that bad. It is. I start on my old medication. Hormonal pills. Last time it works. I hope it will this time around :) Wish me luck.

p/s: Don't go and tell people what's wrong with their face. It's not like they don't see their face every 5 minutes. Because you know, I do!!!

Thoughtless Tuesday

You know, I mean, I know it very well.
When you can't 'click' well it means the relationship will fail.
And I hate it. As much as I love it before. Why? Boleh terima lagi if it happened once tapi... *speechless*

I'm finding way to let you go.

p/s: Bye :(

21 :)

The feeling of being 21, oh it's cool.......until you start to have fandom (korean to be exact, kpop in reality) of a 20.

p/s: See, people said I idolized kpop too much. Here's what I' say. You'd never see the REAL fan of kpop yet, I believe so. I left that 'zaman' years ago and realize that yall know they're just human. Not worth it. It's Him who I should hold onto. But this kid up there has one of the best voice :)

Bye Semester 4 and Kak Niza

So exam had ended and I had my 'sweet escape' in the afternoon on the same day.
Yup rindu kucing, rindu rumah and paling rindu wifi. Kemon lah aliah. Hahaha. Maaf semua :)

While I'm goin to move ma rocking 'world' next year, I'll be losing the best roommate I ever had. Well basically she's the only roommate I had for 3 years and a half. *clap clap clap* Farewell Kak Niza. She's in her last year of becoming the real teacher out there. Tipulah kalau cakap tak pernah gaduh, terasa masam muka dengan dia. I mean, we share the same room together tapi masing-masing boleh fikir. Nak gaduh pun bawak ke mana je kan. She's the best roommate ever, SERIOUS!

So it's either I get the room for myself next year, moving out or stay with someone else. Haish part tu yang sedih sikit. Hopefully other girl move in because I am so in love with my room now.

The very first picture of both of us :)

p/s: I felt really small there. Hmmmmmm.

 

#Weird Lili: 3

'Berjaya' dengan jayanya jawab LGA and Sains. I'm screwed. #blergh
Tinggal 3 papers lagi. Oh hey lagi seminggu. Lepas tu cuti sekolah. Imma happy kid! :)

p/s: Puan mesti gelak masa marking paper Sains aku..

#FamilyTrip - Bukit Tinggi, Pahang (Part 2)

 Part 2 ni mostly at Japanese Village. Hehe we didn't spent  much times here sebab dah start hujan and lebat.

 See there got car park, kat situlah kitorg rehat-rehat kejap and makan. ALERT. You need to climb tangga and bukit agak jauh jugak untuk sampai atas Japanese Village tu. So kinda tiring. So prepare yourself physically and mentally.

 Ada byk tempat, botanical garden etc etc..

Attempt nak buat Gangnam Style or lompat. Hmmmm.

p/s: RIP ION, oh hey hello iPhone. It's so nice to have you now :)

 

#FamilyTrip - Bukit Tinggi, Pahang (Part 1)

*Part 1, sebab byk sangat gambar so ada 2 parts :)*
So continuing our trip to Genting, ibu eagerly googled Bukit Tinggi, Pahang when her friends told her we should go there rather than Genting. Why?

Thanks to Samsung Galaxy Tab 10.1, ibu nowadays keeping track of entertainment world, making more new recipes and cakes especially, and found new interesting places for us to treasure.
She showed me this one blog where this blogger went to Colmar Tropicale, Bukit Tinggi, Pahang. It was seriously beautiful in pictures and even better in real life. We went there last Saturday. Yup, again. Unexpectedly. Bangun pagi tahu-tahu cepat siap nak pergi jalan.

And of course, bahana pergi Bukit Tinggi sama macam pergi Genting, tak jauh mana pun dua-dua tu. Tapi jalan, wuhooo, macam ular kena palu. Baru faham peribahasa tu. Fina mangsa kecederaan no. 1 dengan peningnya semua, lepas tu aku pun sibuk macam nak muntah dah time tu. Time balik tu Mily pulak. Haha. Semua tragis nak kena marah dengan ayah.

But I strongly suggest silah pergi Colmar Tropicale ni. Cantik. It’s French themed resort. Memang feeling macam kat France lah! Baru sedar yang Malaysia ni banyak je tempat-tempat cantik Cuma kita kena rajin explore. Cuaca takde lah sejuk sangat, biasa je. Masa kitorg pergi ni macam redup-redup je. Tak panas sangat sebab tak lama lepas nak pergi Japanese Village tu hujan lebat jugak kejap.

Kat Colmar Tropicale ni banyak restaurant and café macam kat negara orang. Harga boleh tahan mahal. Ibu dah masak siap-siap sebelum pergi so we basically saved a lot of money on food. Kat atas you are not allowed to bring/eat your own food which means either makan kat restaurant situ or find another place. In our case we ate at car park at Japanese Village. Takdelah teruk mana makan kat car park sebab terbuka so macam chill je. Hehe 

Sempat pegi Japanese Village je, itu pun dah start hujan and Mily dah start pening. Cepat-cepat naik atas tengok rumah tradisional Jepun and turun. Tapi landskap sangat cantik. Ada waterfall. Boleh try kimono tapi different charge. Sebelum naik atas Bukit Tinggi ni kena bayar RM12 for adult. If you stay overnight akan dapat balik RM12 kalau balik hari macam kitorg kira burn lah.

Overall this trip was really NICE!

 Ze girls :) p/s: Fina mmg x pandai senyum..

Nais 

 Macam dalam citer Merlin kan, hahaha..

 Tudia, Mr. Jasmin the man who made it happened :)

 

Ni belas ihsan baju and tudung Fina..

 Tak panjang pun jalan, pendek je tapi cantik :)

 Ibu said: Tak makan apa2 pun :)

 Ibu mesti kumpul fridge magnet kalau pegi jalan2

 Itik ni garang, so jgn dekat2 sgt maybe sbb org suka pukul kepala dia. 

 Oh hey this is ma kingdom!

 Bangunan belakang (atas) tu tempat parking, bawah tu macam hotel

...to be continued

#FamilyTrip - Genting Highlands

Oh hello peeps. I'm back. I forgot to write an entry about this little trip to Genting  of our family.
So here we go :)

We kinda unexpectedly made plan to go to Genting. Memang tak plan pun. Saja je nak jalan2. You know ibu, sekarang tengah syok berjalan-jalan sebab masing-masing dah besar. Sebab before this we already went to Cameron so nak try ke'thrill'an pegi Genting pulak.

Seriously?

It was nice even though AGAK scary. Plan asal nak naik atas and pegi theme park tapi sebab first time sampai atas....we literally macam drive thru je kat atas tu. Haha. There's no sign of theme park, ada pun macam tak berfungsi. Macam semua orang cuti. Hmmmm. Sedih. Tapi kat atas tu sejuk giler. Dengan angin semua. It was freaking cold!

 Masing22 muka baru bangun tido and pening :(

 In Mini Cameron Highlands. Surprisingly, there's lot of vegies here!

 Strawberries

Amboi Fina, posing habis~

Signature ibu dalam gambar, harus buat peace dengan Mily :)

p/s: These pictures were the prove that ION needs to be changed. Hehehe :)

Weird Lili: 2

Life is...

When you did something bad to people and straight away you got punished.
I'm being punished.
Astaghfirullahalazim.
Dear Allah SWT, forgive me for all the sins I've comitted.
Hati sakit ni :(

And We Said Hello :)

The distance between paths
The distance between eyes
The distance between companions
All these distances should finish

There was a time when my heart
Returned empty handed after meeting you
This had happened
As if it has happened just now
I found you in everything

Am I coming near or going far?
I don't know where I am going

p/s: Like how Taylor Swift sang, "everything has changed since yesterday..."

Weird Lili: 1

Today,
I'm laughing the clouds away,
I hear what the flowers say,
And drink every drop of rain,
And I see,
Places that I have been,
In ways that I've never seen,
My side of the grass is green,
Ooh I can't believe that it's so simple,
It feels so natural to me,

If this is love,
Then love is easy,
It's the easiest thing to do,
If this is love,
Then love completes me,
Cause it feels like I've been missing you,
A simple equation,
With no complications,
To leave you confused,
If this is love, love, love,
Hmm it's the easiest thing to do,

p/s: Love Is Easy by McFly

BIG IV: Last One :)

Not goin' to miss from writing this entry. Hehe. We went for BIG better known as Bina Insan Guru at Kg. Sega / Sogo , Rantau :) What can I say was this was the best and relax BIG ever. You eat, sleep whenever you want, help to cook and voila you're free to go and do anything. Like seriously no pressure boleh tak. Best giler!

Since we had a very hectic week before that, we pretty much enjoy ourselves. Dapat ayah angkat ketua kampung lagi. The best thing about BIG here was all the unit involved are in Pengakap so it leaves us BT, BC, TESL and Pemulihan. Tak ramai Melayu so I'm kinda free~*if you know what I mean* Free as in tak malu sangat. *menari lagu YMCA, lalala* Bukan lah nak kata tak suka unit2 lain tapi macam with non-muslim my shyness tu kurang sikit. Nah eyefood :)

 

Hectic nye minggu tu dgn assignments, Mek makan nasi lemak pkl 3ptg :)

 

 Kami :)

 

 Excited students non-malay buat lemang.

Tengah buat dodol. Ni proses nak bagi santan and tepung pulut tu sekata..

 Nilah keluarga angkat saya :)

 

Rendang ayam in making :)

 

 MB ni muka macam Harrison Ford pun ada aku tengok~

 Siva cedera time tebas pokok, alahai anak tunggal sangat~

Muka Faiz memang ada time makan..

Halam rumah ketua kg, nyaman kan? Hehehe.. 

 Neoh, motif?

 Nah ni gambar bonus. Saya dan MekJahOhsemnh :)

p/s: Esok camping pengakap. Kalau semua orang tak nak pergi siapa je tinggal. Tak best la buat macam tu. Hidup bukan sorang2 hoy~

SBE IV: Malacca's FunPrint

*gagahkan hati menulis*

Oh hello everyone. Here's an update about our last SBE in Malacca. Thanks Noni and Mak Noni *giggles* sebab tumpangkan kami rumah. Paling superb pasal rumah Noni was the toilet. Hahaha. Teknologi habis. For me lah.

Paling best sebab lepas habis je loceng sekolah, tambah2 lagi dah drive sendiri, lepak tepi pantai. Pantai Puteri. Camwhore, makan2. Sila bagitahu siapa tak suka oi. Hilang semua stress. Even the school is beside the sea. Imagine you can see the never ending ocean right from 3rd floor. The wave just calms you down. Ah dapat posting situ pun best!

Sempat la merayau Banda Hilir kejap. Padahal plan nak round2 Melaka on Saturday. Terkilan jugak sebab tak jadi. Reason? Because the cool Alia forgot that she had appointment with Perodua Service Centre. Bagus Alia bagus. *blergh*

Sila cuci mata :)

p/s: Sorry for the pictures not in chronological order~