Can She Go Against The World?

Do you wanna know about a story. True story. About a girl. Here we go.

She’s like a kid. Doing immature things. Play fool. Joking around. But no one knows, how sensitive she is. How easily she gets hurt or times when she ‘pulled’ her face. People always make jokes on the way she lives. Or may I call, work ethic?

This ‘schedule’ girl, she is very particular. Very. She has time on what to get up. Which road she’s walking. How she’s going to speak. The way she eats. Her money management. The list goes on and on. One day, she felt really sick of hearing that. Is there any wrong doing that? I mean, let her with the schedule thingy. As long as it is right. People question her. People make fun of her.

She’s tired of keeping to herself. She’s tired of listening to people’s sighing and complaining. She’s tired of people judging her, asking her why she did this and that. She’s really tired of this responsibility. She knows what she’s facing now it’s not something big. She knows that. Really.

But how should she react when her friends asking her to cover something. How should she react when her friends told her to go against her work ethic. People mad with her just because she follows the rule.

She is really tired.

She wants to cry. She is.

She knows that she’s not that perfect. She hurts others too. With words and actions. With face and expression. She believes what’s go around comes back around. She done may wrongdoings. She’s weak. Helpless.

p/s: Ada masa aku pun nak go against the world. Susahkan org lain. Biar org lain dpt masalah. Tp aku tak sampai hati sbb ada satu masa nanti aku mungkin di tempat org tu pulak.  Aku tak kata aku perfect. Byk flaws aku. Ramai lagi org baik kat luar sana. 

Growing Up

You're not a small kid anymore when you cry because of friends. You don't see the world big enough when you never know how it feels being alone, far from the loved ones.

Tak hati tak pernah marah, jauh lagi utk membenci. Cuma tak mampu nak tatap wajah kau. Hati meraung sedih, kau pernah tahu? Yes, I'm the black sheep. I'm the stubborn one. I'm bad not that good.

p/s: Nak jahit plushie. #EHH!

Stealing Times =)

*Stealing times before I'm hitting the sack!*

Why do weekdays come really fast and weekend is feel like counting our happiest moments. They go so soon. So soon.

Why do we love procrastination but not loving a good time management?

Why do we choose to grieve over sad memories instead of moving on and be happy? Like the real happiness. No more we but it's only I, Me and Mine.

Why do I like to fantasize that great things will happen instead of making them come true?

And why the heck am I writing an entry when my own assignments are queueing up?!!!

p/s: I love Bourne Legacy. I love Jeremy Renner :)

SBE Vol 2: Here We Are, SK Sg. Rambai

*drums rolling* Dum Dam Dum Dam (yeke bunyi drum macam ni, e'eleh). Fyi, I just woke up after fighting with edu's kkp until 6. Muka memang troll habis sekarang ni. 

This entry will be simple =) So the next SBE/PBS was done. It was more and more fun than the last time. Why? Sebab dapat relief, ajar student untuk sambutan merdeka, join senior teachers' class etc etc. SK Sungai Rambai is a small school, every standard has 2 classes. Cikgu2 pun around 37 something. Compare dgn sekolah ayah dulu, woahhhh memang la bezakan. But still sekolah ayah the best wifi ever! *Ahaks*

Kitorg dapat 4 hari sekolah je since jumaat tu cuti merdeka. 1st day sampai je, even before jumpa GB dah kena relief kelas. Haha of course la, some of the teachers are Wani's old teacher. Btw, it was Wani old primary school. So cuak jugalah nak relief kelas though masuk sampai 3 org.

Haha but the exciting part is primary students super super super like/adore/amaze by new student. Tak caya eh? Then why pulak everytime kitorg relief kelas, they were bersorak and menjerit. Kelakar. After few classes, rasanya I prefer budak2 darjah 1 kot. For me senang nak handle. Sebab diorg suka bercerita so kita layan jela. For me la. Ahaks!

Habis sekolah khamis tu, kami pun apa lagi round 1 melaka la. Since ada driver, haha. Naik river cruise melaka, first time boleh tak?! Redah jelah malam2 tu. Tgk movie step up 4. Woahhh that was one the best movie since minat aku ke arah2 mcm tu kan. *Giler*

Wordless 3: Good Time

Raya trip or Malacca trip. Unexpected. 1, 2, 3 and 4 girls or women? Nice one.

Esok PBS Volume 2. Wuhlaaa. Ready to meet new students and of course new school. That one goes for elt methodology. Dang another 15 pages. Cool cool cool, we can make it. We have to make it happen! Top priority should be given to incik's edu and language arts. Ready to be creative, people :)

p/s: Lawak la weh when you can find time to post another entry but at the same time neglecting your assignments. What what what? It's critical after all.

Wordless 2

Perasaan disayangai itu indah. Sangat indah. 

Bayangkan disayangi oleh ahli keluarga. Ibu ayah. Adik-adik. Kawan-kawan. 

Apatah dengan lelaki yg tiada ikatan apa2 dengan kita. Ada dua pilihan. Sama ada sanggup tunggu untuk bahagia kemudian hari atau bahagia sekarang dan persetankan semuanya. You choose :)

Random Me 1: I Love Kpop

What's wrong with me listening to Kpop? 

Aku cuma dengar bukan taksub. Itu bezanya antara kau dan aku, iya kau taksub. This is not a complaining but more to a post about my standing. Even before kpop terkenal kat malaysia I am their fan. Like way before. Sebab? Aku suka dengar lagu ballad diorg, best dan sedih. Even mmg tak faham satu habuk pun.

But

I'm not one of them yg sangat gila dgn kpop. I am NOT!