Red: Strength

Losing him was blue like I'd never known

Missing him was dark grey all alone

Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met

But loving him was red

Loving him was red

Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you

Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song

Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer

Regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong

p/s: Taylor Swift never feel scared to tell the world about her relationships...and how she gain strength from that :)

Maal Hijrah 1434H

In the excitement of life now, we often celebrate, wish and sms friends when it's new year but forget our own Maal Hijrah.

Wiki said:
Awal Muharram atau Maal Hijrah merupakan suatu hari yang penting bagi umat Islam kerana menandakan peristiwa penting yang berlaku dalam sejarah Islam iaitu memperingati penghijrahan Nabi Muhammad s.a.w dari Kota Makkah ke Madinah pada tahun 622 Masihi. Peristiwa bersejarah itu berlaku pada 1 Muharram tahun baru bagi Takwim Hijrah. Namun Tahun Hijrah Rasulullah SAW dari Mekah ke Madinah itu diambil sebagai permulaan kiraan bagi kalendar Hijrah.

My revision:
Maal Hijrah ialah di mana Rasululluah SAW berhijrah dari kota Makkah ke Madinah. Muharam maksudnya diharamkan atau dipantangkan. Ini kerana Allah SWT melarang pertumpahan darah atau sebarang peperangan semasa ini tetapi larangan ini ditamatkan selepas pembukaan Makkah. So, since then, umat Islam dibenarkan menjalan ibadat tanpa terikat dengan larangan tersebut.

Peristiwa-peristiwa penting:
1 Muharam- Khalifah Umar Al-Khattab mula membuat penetapan kiraan bulan hijrah.
10 Muharam- Dinamakan juga hari ‘Asyura’. Pada hari itu banyak tejadinya peristiwa penting yang mencerminkan kegemilangan bagi perjuangan yang tabah bagi menegakkan keadilan dan kebenaran.

p/s: InsyaAllah, ayuh berubah dari kejahatan ke kebaikan.

Recap 3: Bulan Bahasa Kebangsaan 2012

Two days before pameran literasi, our class was chosen (together with unit bm) to go for perasmian bulan bahasa kebangsaan 2012 in nilai, negeri sembilan. Dengan redha hati, (even keje time tu, Allah swt je tau berapa banyak lagi) kami pun pergilahhhh.

Nothing much. Awesome sbb dapat makanan free. Cool sebab bekas makanan tu mcm japanese punya style. Kekeke :) Otw balik, hujan. I slept the whole journey. Nothing beats that.

Here are some eyefood :

 All girls

 I swear my feet looked weird in this pic..

Study partner, Didi =)

p/s: I fall asleep easily. Everywhere.

Recap 2: Pameran Literasi

PISMP Sem 2 had their ultimate pameran literasi on 12th and 13th October. Dengan bertemakan 'Party', kitorg ada clown who was Asyraf btw, hehe, more balloons, cool souvenirs, cute cupcakes which I'm very proud of and LCD tv frommmmm afiq. Mampu? Hahaha.

I was in charge for, souvenirs, together with Noni. At first, kinda stucked to decide what to give. As it was 'Alat Bantu Mengajar''s exhibition. So we insisted on DOING it not buying it. Little crafty here and there. Then, we came up with cupcakes which was basically made from colourful towel for lecturers. Nicely done *puji diri sendiri*. And for students we made butterfly from manilla card and put lollipop as its head. *wait pictures are coming* and also bookmark made from paper clip. Haha yg ni paling byk and susah proses. It needs a lot of handsssss. A week kot berhempas pulas buat benda ni. Tapi semua org puji psl cupcakes and the souvenirs. Alhamdulillah. Thanks for those yg tolong, tidur 3-4 pagi. Nothing can described how proud I am with you girls =)

Here go the pictures. It tells everything.

 Souvenirs

 Girls behind souvenirs :)

 Unit lain punya booth. Cool huh?

 Semua pakat pakai tudung biru

p/s: Basically puas hati. Though nampak mcm kitorg main2 tapi thanks to people yg menggerakkan unit tesl 2. Tamil and mek yg bersengkang mata. Dr. Maridah yg berpuas hati. Another beautiful memories :)

Recap 1: 20th Bday The Best?

School holiday has started, for us. IPG students. A lot of things happened between these 2 weeks eh? Think so. So I'm going to recap slowly the precious events in my life.

October 23rd. I'm 20. Simple and meaningful. Mek, Noni, Nadrah, Wani and Didi. They didn't wished me on that midnight. I mean, girls they are more emotional. The one who celebrated and was celebrated. Dua dua kelakar. I was like, ehmmmmm why no one come to my room and say something *curious curious* Didi was the 1st yeahhh because she was revising with me. Hahaha. It turned out that they really wanted to bagi I 'tersentap' sikit and on 8pm on 23rd we celebrated. Cake. Pizza. Float. Wuhoooo.

The best part is the CARD! Yes, the card. 'Lilisbee Journey'. I was indeed touched by the handmade card. Thank you for you guys punya creativity. Kertas teselasi lah semua. Kekeke. They made like a small book, decorated by water colour splash, and of course...a lot of my pictures in it!

Thanks a lot girls. Friends. All the wishes on fb and messages, may all of them can be turn into reality. I'm 20. I'm cool.

p/s: Banner clown tu recycle dari pameran literasi sampailah jamuan blok a =)

Marathon Yay!

*Okay entry ni takde gambar or benda2 menarik. Haha. Just so you know, lappie saya baru keluar hospital.*

So, first thing first. My lappie has this habit. She likes to be admitted in ICU towards the end of the year. I don’t know why. Kali ni dah msuk 2 kali. Listen. Wahai lappie tersayang, sumpah aku saying kau. Tak terfikir nak tukar yg lain, kau jelah yg 1. Sound kuat, serious! Tapi kali ni dah masuk 2 kali. Time study week pulak. I’m saving not for you. I’m saving for other stuff. Important one, I supposed.

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So this week should be my quality time with books. No joking. Exam is around the corner peeps. Yuhoo. Tapi tak boleh tahan la, kena jugak marathon Adam & Hawa since this week I’m not coming home. Erghhhhh, habislah limit bb lepas ni. Sabar ye saying habis sampai 32 je.

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Done with pameran literasi *awesome, serious!*, BIG *yay =)*, rumusan kehadiran, buku mentoring, blab la bla noni and tamil are in the list *lega*. Now people, should we highlight the exam. Isnin, Jumaat, Sabtu and Ahad. Mampu ahad pun exam? Di IPG semuanya mampu uollssss. *now I really addicted to this ollsss phrase, annoying kan?~* Till then, dadadada J

p/s: Tajuk entry yg takde kaitan sangat ?~

Can She Go Against The World?

Do you wanna know about a story. True story. About a girl. Here we go.

She’s like a kid. Doing immature things. Play fool. Joking around. But no one knows, how sensitive she is. How easily she gets hurt or times when she ‘pulled’ her face. People always make jokes on the way she lives. Or may I call, work ethic?

This ‘schedule’ girl, she is very particular. Very. She has time on what to get up. Which road she’s walking. How she’s going to speak. The way she eats. Her money management. The list goes on and on. One day, she felt really sick of hearing that. Is there any wrong doing that? I mean, let her with the schedule thingy. As long as it is right. People question her. People make fun of her.

She’s tired of keeping to herself. She’s tired of listening to people’s sighing and complaining. She’s tired of people judging her, asking her why she did this and that. She’s really tired of this responsibility. She knows what she’s facing now it’s not something big. She knows that. Really.

But how should she react when her friends asking her to cover something. How should she react when her friends told her to go against her work ethic. People mad with her just because she follows the rule.

She is really tired.

She wants to cry. She is.

She knows that she’s not that perfect. She hurts others too. With words and actions. With face and expression. She believes what’s go around comes back around. She done may wrongdoings. She’s weak. Helpless.

p/s: Ada masa aku pun nak go against the world. Susahkan org lain. Biar org lain dpt masalah. Tp aku tak sampai hati sbb ada satu masa nanti aku mungkin di tempat org tu pulak.  Aku tak kata aku perfect. Byk flaws aku. Ramai lagi org baik kat luar sana.